Do you know why it’s entitled I WANT MY LILY OF THE VALLEY? Kung nagtataka ka eto ang sagot….

The name "Lily of the Valley" is also used in some English translations Bible in Song of Songs 2:1, although whether the Hebrew word "shoshana" originally used there refers to this species or not is uncertain. The meaning of this flower is "You will find Happiness."

I want to find my happiness thats all..

Will someone give it to me and share it my whole life with..

Where are you?

I need you now…

"Please Remember"

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I’ll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won’t forget so don’t forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there’s just no sadder word to say
And it’s sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who’s to know what might have been
We’ll leave behind a life and time
We’ll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
And remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how no dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I had you and you had me

Please remember, Please remember

haay..sa wakas natapos na din ang oral defense namen sa thesis..hehe..sa kabutihang palad..ACCEPTED naman..with revisions nga lang…pero sa totoo lang nakakapagod din..pero sa wakas tapos na ang isang trabaho..yung nga lang may 3 pa..hehehe..

I just want to tell you..i love you..

Araw ng linggo, pebrero 25,2007..wahhaha..ano ba yan..sa totoo lang ang iku-kwento ko ay tungkol sa nangyari nung sabay kaming umuwi ni a****. Pebrero bente dos nun..huwebes..nakakatuwa..dahil sabay kaming umuwi ulit pagkatapos ng mahabang linggong hindi pagkikita. Kung bakit. Simple lang nagkasakit ako.Malamang indi ako makakapasok..nyahaha..

Sa totoo lang namiss ko sya ng sobra..hehe..ewan ko ba..ganito lang tlga siguro kapag mahalaga sayo ang tao..nami-miss mo sya kahit masama ang loob mo. Siya nga ang dahilan ng pagkakasakit ko. Depression ata ang tawag dun.Wahaha..

Ayun..nag-decide ako na isantabi na lang lahat ng hinanakit ko sa kanya. Ndi ko alam pero kapag nakikita ko siya nawawala na lahat ng sakit kasama ng hangin.Hahaha..Ang drama ko..

Ayun nga..magkasabay kaming umuwi..Sinundo nya ko sa server room..Nakakatuwa naman kasi nakita kami nung maga IT 3-1. haha..mukhang nagwapuhan sa kasama ko..I’m so proud..haha..

Nung araw na yun balak ko na talagang magsalita sa kanya kaya lang sa sobrang tagal naming hindi nakapagkwentuhan ang daming naming napagusapan..nakalimutan ko na yung dapat kong sabihin. Ayun.. hehehe

STOP N SHOP-Abangan ng JIP

Gusto ko sanang magpatok<jip na lumilipad> kaya lang walang dumadating. Nag-insist na siyang sumakay sa kahit anong jip. Sumunod naman ako.

SA JIP

Sa loob ng jip ang dami naming napakwentuhan..Iba ibang topic..naruto..bleach..at iba pang klase ng anime.. Nangyari sa bawat isa nung mga nakaraaang linggo.. at nauwi sa usapang mejo sa tingin ko eh seryoso na.

ICE: Alam mo ba ang hina pala ni Eco uminom. hahaha.. ako hindi nalasing..talo ko pa siya..

A: bakit?<nagtataka siya>

ICE: Uminom kasi kami nung valentines day.

<umaasa akong itatanong nya kung bakit. Nabigo ako.>

A: Ganun. Saan kayo uminom?

ICE: Kina sir steve.

A: Ah..Sino sino kasama nyo?

ICE: Si sir,si eco,si enand,si khiya

A: Ah.Ksama nyo si francis.Malakas uminom yun diba..hehe

ICE:Oo..hindi nga kami napatumba ng alfonso..nangati lang ako..

A: Hehe..

ICE: <gusto ko ng seryosohin ang topic><go!> Alam mo ba si jayson may dalang flowers nung valentines.

A: Talaga.

ICE: Oo.<ano ba yan?>

<Bigla siyang nag-open nung topic.>

A: Hehe..Narinig ko nga ding pinaguusapan nila na may pagbibigyan daw si ** ng flowers.14 pa nga daw.

ICE: Ah..<tahimik ako…maganda na takbo ng usapan>

A: Sino pinagbigyan ni ** ng flowers.

ICE:<bugooink!> ha?

A: <nakatingin lang siya> sino?

ICE: Secret.

A: Ah..sino nga?<nakatingin lang ulit siya.>

ICE: ha.ah eh..ako ata..

<Ewan ko ba kung bakit sinabi ko pero nung una ayaw ko talagang sabihin..><siguro dahil meron akong gustong makita..>

A: <bigla siyang tumawa>talaga..ah..<tumatawa siya> <iniisip ko tuloy kung may nakakatawa ba sa sinabi ko?> Ayus yun ah..

*naisip ko tuloy..yun lang..tae talaga ang mga lalaki..hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ang hirap mabasa ng reaction..masyadong magaling magtago..ang kaso ang problema eh kung may nararamdaman ba talaga sila dahil…meron akong gustong makita..hehehe.. Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam kung bakit naging ganun ang takbo ng usapan.. sana nga meron akong katiting na bagay na pinanghahawakan na mahal niya din ako. Ang kaso wala..Zero Horizon..hindi alam..*

Kaya nga nung nasa cubao na pagkatapos ng isang oras na byahe dahil sobrang traffic.. eh naisipan ko na lang na dun sumakay sa sinasakyan nya pauwi.

TAPAT ng GATEWAY

A: O pano san ka sasakay?

ICE: Ha..kahit saan basta may kasabay..hehehe

<sa totoo lang gusto ko lang maksama siya ng mas matagal.>

A: San ka nga?

ICE: Sige dun na lang ako sa sasakyan mo! Para may kasabay ako..hehehe..wag ka ng pumalag..

* At ayun hindi na nga siya pumalag..heheh..*

*Ewan ko ba kung bakit ganito ang istorya..isa lang ang masasabi ko.. Mahirap basahin ang lalaki..

I’m happy right now..but i wonder how long?
i mean.. i can smile right now..because he didnt changed at all.. im thankful..i really am..

i hope you wont change…

I shouldn’t love you, but I want to
I just can’t turn away
I shouldn’t see you, but I can’t move
I can’t look away

I shouldn’t love you, but I want to
I just can’t turn away
I shouldn’t see you, but I can’t move
I can’t look away

And I dont know how to be fine when I’m not
‘Cause I don’t know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling’s takin’ control
Of me and I can’t help it
I won’t sit around
I can’t let her win now
Thought you should know
I’ve tried my best to let go
Of you but I don’t want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It’s gettin’ hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can’t say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don’t know how to be fine when I’m not
‘Cause I don’t know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling’s takin’ control
Of me and I can’t help it
I wont sit around
I can’t let her win now
Thought you should know
I’ve tried my best to let go
Of you but I don’t want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin’ me
And I’m wonderin’ why I’ve waited so long
Lookin’ back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I’m waitin’ here
Been waitin’ here

Oooh

Just so you know
This feeling’s takin’ control
Of me and I can’t help it
I wont sit around
I can’t let her win now
Thought you should know
I’ve tried my best to let go
Of you but I don’t want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I’ve tried my best to let go
Of you but I don’t want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

Let me brag and say “I love you”

This could be normal temperature

but your chest is feeling hot
even when you’re laying still
It doesn’t matter to you if it’s hot or cold
as long as it’s healthy for you

But it’s different for me
just one word or look from you
can heat me up or cool me down
two extremities that come and go

You’re always acting so cool
but I’m too complex to be so quiet
If simple things make me upset it’s
because I don’t realize the reason for it

I feel like I wanna love you, wanna love you
this love, it has no boundaries
I want to convey, convey
these feelings to you, and
bragging about them would be just fine with me

I’m fragile like the shell of an egg
Whenever you say something I
devide it in little pieces and examine it
And no, I don’t think that’s weird at all

I would rather wander around your earth
than fly around in someone else’s sky
In a plot of fertile land,
my flower will grow

I love, of I love your beauty
and it’s just for me, for me to look at
I want to convey, convey
these feelings to you, and
bragging about them would be just fine with me

Forever and ever, I want to
satisfy, just you, just you
I want to convey, convey this
so that you can know,
let me brag and say
“I love you”

i’m really depressed… i want to disappear and fade… but i wonder that if i did…will people remember me? will they remember what good things i have done? or will they remember the bad things i have done..i wonder..

i can’t explain what i’m feeling right now..i cant really tell..it’s really complicated…i just want to ease the pain i’m feeling right now.. i’m very hopeless..

this things happens when love messes up with your life…like it did to my life…

"WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!"

-i’m shouting-

CApeesh!!! Wah… Katatapos lang ng mock defense namen sa thesis.. ayun.. na-iskedyul naman kme para sa defense na toothanan.. binigayn kme ng isang panel dahil kme ay nasa field ng NLP at namili ako pa ng isang panel para dalawa ..yung isa si Sir Bonus ar yung isa si Ma’am Novida… Great! Hehehe..

Ayun..konting adjustments na lang naman..hehehehe…eto ako ngayun nasa server rum tambay..iniintay maluto ang lucky me.. hehehe… gutom na koh… mejo yamot lang ako pero masaya pa din dahil nkita ko na ulit si A***l ko..whahahaee..Yun lang.. madame tlgang weird ngayun..indi ko sila maintindihan..wahahaha..ang weird tlga nila..wahaha..

Makakatulog na ko pansamantala ngyun kasi bukas my outing <nga ba?> ang section namen para sa ECOLOGY..naku… gastos! Wahehehe.. nagtitipid pa naman ako..wahehehehe…VALENTINES na kxe!<nyak? anong konek?> wahahaah…

NGa pala.. isisingit ko na din.. Panalo Ginebra.. At SAn Miguel.. Wala ng Thrill.. sila ulit.. hehe. kikita na nman ARANETA dhil dun.. at hindi pa din ako natutlog.. pero mamaya matutulog ako..yun lang.. gud nyt!!

Please lang! Mag-basa ka naman ng BLOG! OO ikaw! Ikaw nga yun! Basta.. ikaw…na hindi mahilig magbasa.. I LOVEYOU…

I’ve been thinkin’ lately about..why is your heart so locked up? Why can’t i reach you even though your so near.. You’re so close yet you’re so far?

Tell me.. is there any way to reach your heart? I’ve fallen in love with you because you always give me that sweet smile of yours.. You seem so innocent yet..your heart is closed. Tell me how can i open it?

I’ve been thinkin’…. could you tell me how? I want to know so that i could reach you… and tell you.. I LOVE YOU…