I just turned 20.Enough to be called a young adult and yet i haven’t got the courage to tell yu how i really feel.

I just dont know what to do. Torned between the fact that i should let you go or continue to love you like this. 

I am really stupid because until now i’m still the same old 18 year old girl who dont have the courage to confess.

Haha. I dont want your back ..all i want is to be by your side..when you’re lonely..when you’re happy..i want

to share everything with you. Even though it’s impossible. I want to be a part of your life. Not as your friend but as a woman who loves you for everything you are.

Maybe, one day i have to let you go. And when i’m ready.. i will be able to love again. Maybe all i need is someone who will love me..for everything i am.

I only have one wish for my birthday..

I want you to be happy. I want to be happy. I want to be loved. And i’m praying that i one day  i will find that person.